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Name: Jonathan Location: Hollywood, United States Birthday: 7/1/1986 Gender: Male
Interests: football, tennis, golf, weight training & cardio, reading JRR Tolkien and CS Lewis, finding treasure maps, traveling, sober partying, doing very stupid things impulsively just for a rush and to shock people. Expertise: i can understand POV's really well. Occupation: Marketing Industry: Media
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Member Since:
4/18/2004
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| so your summer is pretty boring? try doing this: -run a mile -go play putt putt -go bowling -go to orchard hills if these don't help, maybe its just you. enjoy your friends company. stop trying to "do something" and just keep it simple, be yourself, and enjoy your friends being themselves. that's all it's really about folks.
i saw click tonight, it was a really good movie. i seriously almost cried. i laughed a lot too. i didn't laugh so hard i was almost crying, i was almost crying because it was sad at points. but... i took this from it:
life is important, and we all should realize that in life, your born, you live, and you die. so when you live, really live, because you only get one chance to do it, and once its done, you can't rewrite it.
its hard for me to "live" when i'm doing things like serving tables. because i just get pissed off at people ordering me around, and then get frustrated with bad tips. but if i could just find peace in this... i know it's there.
i've really been trying to live righteously, but i slip and then get frustrated at myself, and want to give up. but then i get motivated again a couple days later, and try, and then fall again. this has been going on for a couple months, and i wish i could just stay steady. sometimes God is so real to me, and i can think of all the reasons why i should live for him, and i'm so pumped and motivated. but then, when i go back to living again, nothing really changes. frustration.
i miss people. i want to bring the people who are on the wayy outside of my life closer. and get to know people that i can grow with.
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| what a nice day. we have had so few this month. i'm going to find some nice guitar chords to play out on the deck, in the sun. see ya! | | |
| - Falling For You i made the cut for the GRCC football team. so i'll be persuing that goal all summer of making the team in august! so pray that i have self discipline, and that i get big and strong and fat and tough.
i got a job at chilis. wednesday was my first time working. i'm a server. it will be nice money for me.
i also got a job at olive garden yesterday too. but i won't start till next week.
God is good, he's renewing my mind, and my life. he's giving me hope, and he's given me a way out. i just can't wait to watch his hand work more in my life.
this weekend i can hang out on friday night. and like saturday afternoonish matt scott and i might play 9 holes at the rec center. so come if you want. otherwise saturday evening i'm free as well. just call me.
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| children should not smoke crack.
once upon a time i made friends with some homeless people in central park who crocheted hats. they called me jd.
i think we should find something to do with our lives.
i feel really lost right now. not like in general in life and stuff, but just like in this moment. it's 1150, i'm not tired, and i'm so bored.
i am hungry, but not really. i'm more like, i feel like eating a whole bunch of junk food and watching a good movie... but neither do i have.
however there is a netflix called flightplan that looks somewhat entertaining, and i might be able to scrounge up so cinnamon toast, or something, maybe some vanilla ice cream...
conan is on tonite. i love conan. hes cool. i can't imagine being on national tv every night. i get nervous just going to a job interview.
we should fix the olympics so we always beat russia. damn the russians.
i think a cool summer job would be to feed zoo animals.
is my mom the only mom who goes to sleep on the couch in front of the tv almost every night?
take away school and what do you accomplish with your life? school is the governments way of controlling our lives and forcing us to go from school to getting a job to be tax payers, so that we can fund their secret motives and mind control.
whoever thought of the smurfs was eating those dangerous hallucinogenic mushrooms.
i wonder how much longer i can keep up this random random post.
i think i just jinxed myself cause i can't think of anything more...
bring some wine and cheese next time you come to my house.
buy.
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